erm. yeah.

It can be up or down. It’s more fun when it’s up, but it makes it hard to get any real work done.

In the long-distant past, its only purpose was to transmit information considered vital to the survival of the species. Some people still think that’s the only thing it should be used for, but most folks today use it for fun most of the time.

It has no conscience and no memory. Left to its own devices, it will just do the same damn dumb things it did before.

It provides a way to interact with other people. Some people take this interaction very seriously, others treat it as a lark.

Sometimes it’s hard to tell what kind of person you’re dealing with until it’s too late.

If you don’t apply the appropriate protective measures, it can spread viruses.

It has no brain of its own. Instead, it uses yours. If you use it too much, you’ll find it becomes more and more difficult to think coherently.

We attach an importance to it that is far greater than its actual size and influence warrant.

If you’re not careful what you do with it, it can get you in big trouble.

It has its own agenda. Somehow, no matter how good your intentions, it will warp your behavior. Later you may ask yourself “why on earth did I do that?”

Some folks have it, some don’t.

Those who have it would be devastated if it were ever cut off. They think that those who don’t have it are somehow inferior. They think it gives them power. They are wrong.

Those who don’t have it may agree that it’s a nifty toy, but think it’s not worth the fuss that those who do have it make about it. Still, many of those who don’t have it would like to try it.

Once you’ve started playing with it, it’s hard to stop.

Some people would just play with it all day if they didn’t have work to do.

teehee. been meaning to post this for a while now. saved it for emergencies. when my mind is too shitty to think. haha so there ya go.

i think it’s bout time i updated

i still haven overcome my imaginary jet lag. my brain feels really dead and some more it’s so hott im in awe of the dudes who live in the desert. all wrapped up in their nice warm clothes. every inch of their body covered. come on the skin needs to breathe!

anyways, it feels good. the release and the relief and the rejoice (is rejoice a noun?). retardation. reconcilliation. reprimand. recommendation. rigmarole. right im running outta r words. the prospect of not having to do anything bout chemistry or physics or even maths for the next half a year is truely, utterly, non-comparably wonderful. yes sure im still gonna be up to here with german. bullcrap. oh it’ll be fun ><

and then there’s the other r that’s happening in less than 3 weeks time. rwmf babeh! its been oh i donno 4 or 5 years since i las wen to rainfest. and i mus say im kinda excited. lol. 2 years of studying and sitting for 23 papers in 6 weeks is seriously soul-sucking. and i need my rejuvenation. ooh another r word. time to parteh! gimme a shoutout if youre going hehe (:

drove to kl on thurs nite wit the guys after our las paper. it was…fun. i think. haha. it was a funny ole outing, but yeah its the most fun ive had in quite a while so hehe. first we got lost. cos we tried to avoid traffic jam and din turn so ended up driving all the way to cheras wtf. lol. we were aiming for pavillion btw. haha. got there and planned to catch get smart at midnight.

get smart starring steve carell and anne hathaway. go watch it. its a kickass show. hehe.

so we bought tickets, but some of them wanted to watch hulk also, so they bought ticks for the 950 show. which left yi en, amir, tim and i to go find sth to do until 12. it was like i donnno 10? so we had 2 hours to kill. haha. then the whole night tim was dropping hints that he wanted to shisha. he kept making that sucking motion wit his hands and his mouth haha so yeah we wen to shisha lo.

oh yeah before that i wen to the sony store. wanted to check out the a300. budden ah, stupid sony centre donno why sell camera but don have battery one. i bet surely got one the asshole only lazy to take out for meta try. cis. lol so ended up jus staring at it thru the display glass lo. but its sexy la. it is. haha. but i think ill end up getting the a200. its cheaper. and live view is probably gonna be useless anyway. i think. haha.

anyways, we wen to carlos in pavillion to shisha. its this place at the open air part of pavillion the one where you go down from gsc all the way. its this place, where all the waitresses wear this t shirt that says i got laid at carlos. i would put up a pic, but i din get the pics from amir’s cam. so yeah next time la. hehe. but i do have this tho:

amir’s pussyfoot. filled wit our shisha smoke. hehe.

the shisha there is. um. after shisha-ing at imthiyaz for the past few months, the shisha at carlos was exquisite. hehe. you shisha at imthiyaz, if youre not careful it kicks you in your tenders. your nuts. your balls. tim can testify to that. haha. at carlos it was smooth and mellow yet still gives you that kick, but it doesnt hurt when youre done. hehe. we had to order drinks tho to shisha there. you cant jus sit down and say you wanna shisha. lol but yeah a place like that is worth paying service tax for. even made friends wit anis. she’s a waitress. haha. and the shisha dude. i cant remember his name. i don think he told me his name. but he introed me to his gen manager. so yeah. lol.

so we sat there and bummed and watched football on the giant projector until like 12. the movie was good. funny good. steve carell’s a dumbass. and anne hathaway is kinda hot. in that weird way. lol. after the movie we went to mcd to watch germany kick portugal’s ass. got 4 free fries coupons lol. missed the fifth goal cos daniel and yi en dulan cos they bet portugal and they lost so we left early. hehe. oh yeah we saw a bunch of super high class bapoks lepaking on the roadside. yes william that’s a paradox. haha.

im tired. think this is all for now. wait till i find sth to do in this dead old hometown of mine then ill take some pics and update. for now i leave you wit this; the man, on the shoulders of whom rest the hopes of a nation. our glorious nation. lalala.

what is the bloody point?

if you’re in kuching buzz me. now!

lalalalala

hehehe im not up to a full post now. got jet lag. cheh come bak from kl oso got jet lag. kekeke.

yeah babeh!

oh and i jus hit 2000 hits.

hit hits.

wow.*pats myself on the back*

it’s been a while

but i’ve got 2 papers left.

that’s 21 down, 2 to go.

and its 430 am and im still up.

cos im watching gossip girl.

yes im superficial.

i like (:

click almost made me cry.

almost.

almosttt had me.

i love the message in that movie. and i love how they make it all seem so real. cos sometimes we jus don see what we’re doing to our lives. until it starts to hurt.

and most of all, i love kate beckinsale my family. my mum my dad my brothers my sister. and i pray that ill be able to show that much more than i have been.

and in case you ever doubted it, i love you too.

a beautiful lie

argh its so close i can almost taste it. ><

it just dawned on me that there are so many things that i wanna do. what if i don have enough time to do all of them before, err, my time comes? i wonder whether i would be satisfied with wad ive done wit my life so far if were to die tomorrow. not that i wan that to happen. touch wood. haha. but wait. i know i wouldn’t be satisified.

i donno where that came from. so random. i love lifehouse. hehe.

but would i also regret it if i were to spend all my time chasing the pleasures of life, and get caught out by life itself? like, i donno, if sth were to happen to me while i wen bungee jumping jus cos i felt like going bungee jumping and insisted on going bungee jumping despite knowing all too well that bungee jumping isnt for me cos im fat and the rope will snap? okay that’s a lame ass analogy but yeah you get the idea. i think. i hope.

i like being hedonistic though. i like the idea of it. the pureness of it. the pureness of the purpose of a life driven by the very urge to taste all of life’s pleasures, and to put that above all else. budden again, leading that kind of life would be very, err, taxing. physically, emotionally, spiritually. i think. haha. i could tell myself that my life is like that. but that would be a lie. cos im sitting here blogging when i could be off doing so many other things that are infinitely more pleasurable. unless i really do find joy in blogging? izzit possible for someone to find joy in blogging for the rest of their lives? yikes.

mariah carey! and then a hero comes along ; )

life couldn’t be more trivial than we make it out to be. i mean, we spend most of our lives planning ahead and looking forward to those occasions that we mark on the calendar; the exams, the dates, the proms, the interviews, the weddings, our own wedding(s), the award ceremonies, the banquets…but ultimately isnt life really about how we enjoy the littlest things? like ice cream and pancakes.

i miss you ):

i wanna be that beautiful liar, who tells that beautiful lie.

kiss me! (:

piss outta my ass

as the title suggests, ive been pissing outta my ass for the whole day. accompanied by the most excruciating of stomach cramps, that, jus when you think its over, come back again and whack you with a wrath twofold of the previous attack. i hate it. bleh.

and i think its ka zeng’s fault. haha. cos yest he was watching southpark, anen there was this guy wit turrets syndrome who wen “piss outta my ass! piss outta my ass!” over and over again. and i was watching, and i found that really funny. so yeah thats wad i get for laughing at southpark humor. bleh.

humm. so yves saint-laurent passed away a few days ago. the passing of a legend. ppl seem to be dying more and more nowadays.

and ronnie wans to play for real? wad kind of a joke is that?

and so petrol now costs rm 2.70 a litre. so the government has been subsidising our petrol costs all this time and they still are, instead of making us pay the market price. and we being malaysians, still complain.

maths makes your brain itch. now mine hurts ><

my head hurts

headaches are annoying.

and they hurt.

that’s why they suck.

and it’s also why they’re called headaches.

go figure.

what if i wanted to break?

8 papers down, 15 to go. dude i am so gonna let go after the next 3 weeks is over. i am not gonna study anything that is remotely the least bit brain power consuming for the next half a year (lets see how that goes seeing as german is really a pain in the ass to master). grrrs.

if only.

how many if only’s can you think of to make your life better?

not implying in anyway that my life isnt good enough.

but i could think of plenty of things to make it that much better.

hehe (: