the joy delusion

omgwtfbbq o.o

have you ever felt so exceedingly happy and carefree one moment, only to be brought crashing right back down to the opposite end of the spectrum of emotions the next?

so heres the deal. i wen to nadine’s place for her bbq party thing (if you din know shes my german lecturer). i think its supposed to be a farewell party kinda thing. so yeah she stays at the kelab golf sultan sth sth shah at the condos over there. the thing is we kinda got there late and there was no food left, so i only had one chicken wing and a few prawns to eat. and i was bloody hungry la cos i ate light the whole day anticipating a heavy bbq dinner wtf.

so after we left, we wen to imthiyaz to eat lo. since we were so hungry. we being alfred and james and amir and i. then we realised that we haven shisha-ed for very long. and they say the rest is history hehe so yeah. we wen for rose cos wanted to try a new flavour, and it was good i guess. by the standards of that place. hehe. okay wait who am i kidding. it was da bomb! >< oh ma gaw shisha i swear shisha makes you so happy ><><><

so we were sitting there puffing away telling stupid stories. did you know that james punched a malay dude who was about to punch his father? DUDE. james my roommate! hahahahahahah i knoww i laughed my ass off dudeee..that is sth i really wanna see. lol. anen alfred told us how he banged a malay kid ran into a malay kid with his car a few days ago. yes banged wit his car la haiyo. grow up ppl. so he was telling us and james was so excited to tell us his story oso. so yeah it was funny. haha. and that was before we started shisha-ing.

anenn… in the midst of all the high-ness…this happened:

haha okay she looked better on the real tv kay. honest. i caught her at the wrong frame. oh well. lol and don pass judgement on me cos i say she’s hot kay. guys are entitled to their opinions. girls can go around saying this so and so is cute that so and so is hot. i believe that guys have that right too. and its not as if thinking that a girl looks good is reason enough to accuse me of infidelity. i mean, would it really be right to say that i am unfaithful just because i think someone looks good?

but hey i have the affection of the most wonderfully beautiful person i could have hoped for, inside and out. and im grateful ; )

haha back to the point q: so yeah the girl was on magic mondo in singapore and some dude was performing a magic trick on her. lol. and yeah mebbe the shisha heightened my senses and elevated her percieved beauty in my mind. but hey at least i wasnt alone. the others tot she was hot too. and james din shisha. which means she probably really is. hehe.

so in case you haven figured it out yet, this was my emotional high. by that i mean the light-headedness and, for lack of a better word, ecstasy, that shisha affords me. not the girl on tv. haha so i came bak. and james tells me that he feels depressed after watching this:

The Other Boleyn Girl

okay so this movie is, frankly, the most emotionally moving movie i have ever watched. ever. period. i donno if its jus my emotional instability or wad, but seriously. forget a walk to remember, forget the notebook, forget everything else (i know there are plenty of better movies that arent so shallow that i could compare it too, but hey these are the movies the girls always cry when they watch, jus makes it easier for them to relate hehe). this is jus a rollercoaster of feelings; joy, euphoria, sadness, disappointment, heartache, vengeance. it is cruel. it is brutal. madness i tell you.

and i always knew that scarlett johansson had it in her. she was soo real in this movie. she makes you feel her character, feel for her character. and natalie portman and eric bana and kristin scott thomas. kudos to all of them. and im not even gonna go into the issues brought to light in this movie. it made me feel so…human.

so im feeling really emo now after watching it.

go watch it.

then mebbe we can emo together?

don click if you’re on 56k (who still is?)

WASS!

smells like teen spirit

aisehhhhhhhhh

uh oh

chinese girls. as in mainland china. as in earthquake. *sobs*.

>>> pei ling, betty patricia william tim and yours truly

530 pm.

i wan this book!

RM 1,424.72. believe it. price tag bottom left.

RM42.90. im sick of manhattan fish market.

940 pm.

out front

i wan this book too. jus for fun!

my fav pic of the day. out of 200++

yup. thats bout it. it wen kinda sth like this: imthiyaz>kl sentral>masjid jamek>bangunan sultan abdul samad>padang merdeka>masjid jamek>klcc>mcd kl sentral. 20 frkin hours. left at 11am came bak at 7am. hehehe. i cant wait to do this in europe xD

ohhh. and finalllyyy. one las pic.

Name: William Teow Yeow Meng
Born on: 19th July 1988
Starsign: Cancer
Gender: Male?
Sex: NOT YET!
reasonably high maintenance. not financially tho. has a giant gluteus maximus. wait i think the muscle itslef is small. padded with smooth smooth baby ass fat tho. hehe.

pm me if you wan his phone number
p.s. maxis users only pls

i wan a chatterbox!

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of kings and vagabonds

1996

2008

its really good to see beckham playing well again. goal number 4 of the season. i have always admired beckham as a player and the energy he brings to the field; pity he had to leave united. but changes happen for a reason, and although changes are, more often than not, opposed, its often the changes that bring progress. good on ya mate. hehe.

wen to watch indiana jones the other night, and i must say, it was very enjoyable q:

hehe i thought it was a good movie, very watchable. but in these superhero adventure kinda movies, the protagonists never ever seem to get injured seriously or die, no matter how many times they are shot at (obviously, lest you wanna watch a ten minute long movie), but in this one, its super ridiculous la how indy doesnt get so much as a scratch the entire movie. considering he is 64 years old. lol. shia labeouf was a tad gay tho. haha. but still it was good. until the ufo part which was , uh, how can i put it, potong stim. hahah. like waddd??? aliens who have been frozen in time for gosh knows how many years, all of sudden come alive again and leave in a spinning ufo. o.O hahah but its all good.

but one thing kinda annoyed me. at the movie there was this bunch of indon college students, and they were like in their pjs. like the whole group of them, celebrating someone’s bday. pajama party in public ma, like nuffnang ma, cool ba. donno mer? its the in thing. not so hot ppl in pjs and boxers and err. gah. haha yeah that’s wad annoyed me. im a prick i know.

after the movie. hehe sunway is seriously the nicest place to camwhore. plenty of mirrors.

see even the lifts are lined wit mirrors. nice lifts, they are.

after the movie, we wen down to ss15 to have supper and shoot some pool! hehe. asia net closed down after the kena serbu by cops the other day and they apparently have no license to run the place. dude that’s jus ridiculous. how much money do they earn a they and they cant even apply for a proper license. or worse come to worse bribe la the mbsj ppl. hahah. oh well. donno how long itll be closed down tho. it might even be open again now; i have no idea. hehe. had indomee, stir fried lala and bbq fish.

lol the only reason i told you wad we had for supper is cos i had this pic to put up. you know it. haha

william has this knack of being uncannily pro at things he tries for the first time. bowling for one. and pool. for 5 minutes. haha you should’ve seen him knock down his first three shots. cool and confident as indy jones himself. no sweat. after that tho… haha hey william keep playing you’ll only get better (cos you cant get any worse :p teehee jus kidding ((:). so that was las thursday. wen out on thurs came bak on friday. been doing that a lot lately. haha.

todayy…was quite productive. i actually have notes for industrial inorganic chem now. thank you william. hehe. im gonna make it even more productive and do maths exercises later we’ll see how that works out. lol.after dinner at pak li jus now (again), we wen bowling. tim, william and i. yup its always the three of us left here during weekends and holidays (besides amir who will either be hiding in his room, hiding out in kl somewhere wit jing hong, or jus hiding). hehe posted my two highest ever scores. *beams wit pride^^* wtf i cant believe i jus did that. its so gay. anyway yeah im proud of my modest high scores (i think). oh well. well see how high i can get. pun intended. haha.

i happen to think it would be a really good investment to have a pool table and bowling alley in my house next time. rm3 a game for pool and rm6 a game for bowling. jus think how much i would save. haha then can charge ppl who come to my house and play oso. aiseh. i love swindling my frens xD

it’s enough,
to make kings and vagabonds,
believe the very best.

dude lion king is the shites man. gotta love the lion king. destination pride rock babeh!

HOLY SMOKES.

WTF wei.

this one’s probably a lil better expressed. but dude wei. holy shit. the first guy wit the cap’s korean, goes by the name funtwo and the second guy wit the hair’s taiwanese, jerryc. jerryc did the arrangement first i think. but it doesnt fckin matter. dudes jus click play and watch O.O

tim if you’re reading this, come on brudda. we can do it. hahaha

p.s.: for those of you who wan the guitar pro tab you can dload it right here! lol on the right there’s a green box wit shared files in it. so yeah. hehe jus dload and rename back to gp4 ; )

here we go again

aiyayai. 10 days free. hehe. 2 days gone. cis. i should’ve known two years ago that a levels would be this relaxed. haha. gonna start studying tom tho. gotta ram this thing home babeh!

anyways, some pics from 3 nights ago. the night of nights. united’s night. our night. hehe

andersen is worried. haha

rilek ali. tak yah tension. haha hey i was scared shitless too serious shit cuak

especially when this fool kept slipping. wear proper shoes la diu haha

budden there’s always tevez. hehe

jubilation!

euphoria!

ecstasy ((:

hehe. 9 looong years we’ve waited for this. i’ve been a manchester united fan all my life, and safe to say there has never been a better time to be a united fan. im pretty sure there’ll be plenty hopping on the proverbial bandwagon, but hey, whatever happens, united all the way babeh!

there was once when ppl hated united, simply for the reason that they were the best. chelsea, when they were winning, was often compared to with that era of united dominance, but the truth is chelsea will never ever be as good as united were, and are. united made it to the top with a team that was almost entirely home grown. the like of the nevilles, giggsy, beckham, scholes, keano, denis irwin, and the rest of the golden generation really represent what united is all about. home grown talent complimented by the greatest players in europe, ppl like cantona, kanchelskis, schmeichel made for a team that was the best at what it did.

when chelsea attempted to emulate this by investing huge amounts of money to bring in players, they thought they had everything they needed to start a dynasty. but the simple truth is that money and talent alone will never bring you sustained success. chelsea today, after their first trophyless season in four years, are sans mourinho, and the signs are clear for all to see that the team is slowly, but surely breaking apart. drogba’s immense ego obviously finds stamford bridge too small to call home, lampard’s future is in doubt, carvalho is feeling the need to move on, and the host of players that were brought in for no apparent reason are sure to move. think steve sidwell. petr cech has lost his aura of invincibility somewhat, and the only person at chelsea that represents any hope for the club’s future is mr chelsea himself, john terry. michael ballack has had a good second half of the season, but ultimately needs to make a bigger impact if he is to prove his worth. and then there’s andriy. andriy who?

look ahead a few years, and you probably wont be able to predict chelsea’s first 11. united’s on the other hand, is certain to feature the likes of ronny, wazza, tevez, anderson, nani, carrick, hargo, evra, rio, vidic, van der sar or kusczak or ben foster. the old heads like scholes, giggs, neville and van der sar will most certainly retire having left a legacy in the team that will keep driving the team forward into a new era.

manchester united is the epitome of spirit and love for a football club that has entertained fans with the best brand of football there is, and will continue to do so for many years to come.

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!

and there can only be one

CHAMPIONS OF EUROPE.

anen physics 1,2,3 koyak.

oh and drogba deserves knighthood. for being the biggest dumbass in the world. hehehe

who doesn’t long for someone to hold?

crap. ive got an ulcer. under my tounge. right at the end where my tongue sticks to the bottom of my mouth. and its very annoying. zzz. hahah. zzz. lol funny la. how does zzz translate to being annoyed? ah. im tired. i haven started studying m2 mechanics yet. and i need to score. i neeed to score. chemistry today gave me hope. that my alevels might not be a wreck of blazing hellfire and brimstone after all.

anen tim told me that i could try to study everyday during the 11 day break since i haven been studying for the past two years. haha i cant even study consistently for 1 hour let alone 1 week plus. but im gonna try. watch me! lol if that works out ill buy everyone who reads this an ice cream. heh. how cheap can i get. you gotta believeee ppl believe!

someone today said sth that made me doubt the human race all over again. more specifically those humans who think that they have the right to judge and pass judgement and say things about ppl, to ppl, and not heed the very high possibility of feelings getting in the way. and by that i mean ppl getting hurt. good ppl. who don deserve to get hurt. but get hurt anyway because of the insensitivity of that certain someone. and the most messed up part is that these ppl jus arent aware of wad their words can do; and they still have the nerve to agree with me whenever i bring this up, totally oblivious to the fact that they are the ones im referring to. it might not entirely be their fault; there isnt any dirty laundry to be hung out here, budden again it is the way ppl behave sometimes that lets me down. and i do realise that i could very well be a hypocrite, what with all this talk of hypocrisy. but hey, at least i know.

this is for all those who have been hurt, and those who are hurting.

have faith. and keep it.

to err is human; to forgive, divine.

i am so in love with natasha bedingfield.

all over again.

someone who loves you, without being told (:

and it’s all coming down on me now

argh my head’s a mess now.

it’s such a mess that it’s in a strange state of semi active-inactive duality.

part of it cant stop thinking bout this and that and part of it jus wans it all to stop.

and a whole nother part is just blank.

seriously, i think i needa get high. get me some skittles, please?

you’re calling to me; i can’t hear just what you said.

it’s funny how it’s hard to realise how much it means for someone to just be there.

to realise that it would all have been that much different, if someone hadn’t been there.

or had.

who knows what tomorrow brings, in a world few hearts survive.

all i know is the way i feel, it’s real, and i keep it alive.

i wanna sail away.

noone knows what its like

he stood and watched the flurry of activity around him.

it all seemed a blur.

he called out in vain; noone would listen.

noone.

noone knows what it’s like, to be the bad man, to be the sad man.

behind these eyes.

if only they were blue.