dulan

Open up my head right now and this is wad you’ll see.

madrid porto madrid part1: porto!

madrid porto lisbon madrid!

here’s a teaser on wad ive been up to for the past one week. ive got another 900-odd pics to sift thru so come back and check for updates. haha. ill get to uploading the rest soon i promise :p pics are straight from camera wit slight levels and lighting adjustment in photoshop elements. wheehee.

p.s. i am loving my cirular polariser ooo lalala

when you come back down

Staring right back in the face
A memory can’t be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I’m gonna miss
I know, that I can’t hide

All this time is passing by
I think it’s time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It’s all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

You’re coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You’re coming back down
You don’t have to tell me what you’re feeling
I know what you’re going through
I won’t be the one that lets go of you

I think it’s time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I’ll be there for you
Don’t have to be alone with what you’re going through

“Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone. To have a deep soul relationship with another, to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.

But to a Christian, God says no.

Not until you’re satisfied and fulfilled and content unreservedly to me alone. I do love you my child and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me, exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow Me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things. Keep experiencing that satisfaction of knowing that I am.

Keep learning and listening to the things I tell you. You must wait. Don’t be anxious. Don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things that others have gotten or that I’ve given them. Don’t look around at the things that you think you want. Just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you.

And when you’re ready, I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any would ever dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready, until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have planned for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your realtionship with Me, and is thus perfect love.

I am working even this minute to have both of you ready at the same time. And dear child, I want you to have the most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your own relationship with me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection that I offer you with Myself.”

 

Call me crazy. 

but what always seems the simplest of all things to do, eventually turn out to be the hardest.

i guess i’ll jus have to wait.

and wait.

hahahahahahhahahahahah

damnn watch this:

 

lolllll
roflmao

I personally believe that U.S. Americans are unable to do so because, uh, some people out there in our nation don’t have maps and, uh, I believe that our, uh, education like such as, uh, South Africa and, uh, the Iraq, everywhere like such as, and, I believe that they should, our education over here in the U.S. should help the U.S., uh, or, uh, should help South Africa and should help the Iraq and the Asian countries, so we will be able to build up our future, for our [children].

hahahahahahaha.
damnnn. loll.

haha

this has got to be the worst feeling in the world.
being used. aih.
hehe. oh wells.

hero(ine)

hang in there.

you know it’s gonna get better aye.

and i need you to keep smiling aite?

cos you know, and i know.

and sometimes, that’s all that matters

oh and faith.

that i will learn.

that you will learn.

that mistakes will help us grow.

and faith that we will embrace the mistakes and not be afraid of the past anymore.

because as a wise man once said, the past works hand in hand with the devil, the past does not play fair, it hits you when you are at your lowest.

and

i dont believe that it was bad.

because honestly, it was, and still is, the best thing that has ever happened to me.

because

i meant everything that i ever said.

i meant it then.

if you ask me now id still tell you i did mean it.

and jus because things have changed doesn’t mean that i don’t still feel the same way that i always did.

and that’s because i never lied, i have never lied to you, and it kills me inside to know that you can’t say the same for yourself, and that you dont believe in me anymore.

and that you probably never will, ever again.