muse

well

I’m down to my last,
I’m standing here alone,
Looking back on it all.
But I’m down to my last,
I’m ready but I’m wrong,
And I’m blind too.

i wouldnt be surprised if half the reader’s of this blog died of depression

this

“I can’t keep being your second choice, not when you’re my first.”
— Ephram Brown in Everwood

isnt what we made it out to be. it almost never is what we make it out to be. for me, anyway. but what can i do (:

sorry

ive been mia for way too long

exams? what exams

Leading by example

Leading by example, originally uploaded by Billy Simon.

time and age
they do not wait
by them we gauge
of that, our fate

it is time to get up, and go

I really need a wish right now

I really need a wish right now, originally uploaded by Billy Simon.

it probably isnt an exaggeration to say that ive never cried so hard in my life. ive never felt so cold, ive never felt more alone with so many around me. ive never felt this dead, yet more than alive with all the pain. this is my cry for help, knowing that it’s not gonna change a thing.

Light my fire

Light my fire, originally uploaded by Billy Simon.

Light my fire
Be my light
The need be dire
Deep in the night

And she won’t look at you

“In a controversy, the instant we feel anger, we have already ceased striving for truth and have begun striving for ourselves.”
— Abraham J. Heschel

And she won’t look at you, originally uploaded by Billy Simon.

i’m fighting a losing battle it would seem. but heck there’s so much more to life like new sheets and a new pillow haha. i love my new pillow. its so ungerman. whee.